Due to the holidays, there will be no live chat with Prudie the week of Dec. 26. She’ll be back to chat live on a special day: Tuesday, Jan. 3, 2012, at 1 p.m. at Washingtonpost.com.*
Since my brother and I were little, we've spent Christmas Eve at home with our parents. When my brother got married, he and his wife continued the tradition and came over to exchange gifts. But a couple of years ago everything changed, because my sister-in-law's parents and siblings came over saying they were just there to drop off gifts, but they stayed the whole evening. I was incredibly uncomfortable, because they're complete strangers to me (except for one of the siblings, whom I knew from high school and never got along with, which only makes it worse!). The next year, my sister-in-law invited all of us to Christmas Eve at her house, so yet another year I was uncomfortable. Now she plans to host again, and not only am I dreading it, but I'm so mad about it that it makes me cry. Christmas Eve has been ruined! Am I wrong for not wanting to spend the evening with my brother’s in-laws? Should I just learn to accept it, or should I stop celebrating Christmas Eve?
There you are in your bedroom the night before Christmas, wearing your footie pajamas and trying to sleep. But you can’t because your presents are under the tree and if you get up early enough, you might even get a glimpse of Santa on his way back up the chimney. So you and your brother slide down the banister, only the banister topples over because you’re both adults and it can’t hold your weight. As much as we may want to hang onto rituals that made us feel safe and loved, time marches on and circumstances change. A tradition that can’t accommodate this reality is one that is going to stagnate and die. Your brother’s marriage, instead of splitting up your family’s Christmas celebration, expanded it. His in-laws may have mostly been strangers to you, but if you keep getting together with them, you’ll get to know them well. Either your parents didn’t have the wherewithal to insist that they host the celebration, or they’re actually relieved to have the duties taken up by the next generation. They may also be grateful that their new daughter-in-law is not demanding their son abandon them in favor of her parents. As precious as Christmas Eve may have been to you, and while you quietly mourn the passing of your childhood, you should step up and embrace your family’s new celebration. If you want to have a cozier gathering, perhaps you can suggest a Christmas Day brunch with your immediate family. But understand that if you do, your immediate family now includes your brother’s wife.
Dear Prudence: Family of Scrooges
I've been estranged from my brother for almost 10 years. We got along well as kids, but in adulthood, he began to torture the family emotionally. We walked on eggshells around him for years, then he married a woman much like him, and years of incredibly cruel letters sent to all of us followed. We were each individually attacked for manufactured transgressions, and all manner of outlandish accusations were made. Eventually, our long-suffering and very forgiving elderly father became the main target. We could no longer endure this and made the painful decision to break off contact. Then my brother and his wife split up. A tenuous relationship between my parents and brother followed. My sister saw my brother last summer for the first time in years. She reported he was subdued and distant. I feel terrible guilt for being the last holdout to make peace with him. Although I feel sick at the thought of seeing him again, I think of him often and worry about him. This year a stack of presents arrived from him. I feel like I should acknowledge the gifts and wish him well, but I don't want to give the impression that I now want to talk to him. My husband says I should just stay silent. What would you recommend?
—At a Loss
Something went terribly wrong with your brother. Given that he at last is appearing to try to make amends, I hope that means he has gotten a diagnosis and some medical help. Finally, after years of paranoid accusations against all of you, he is reaching out to try to re-establish ties. It’s interesting that he seems “subdued.” Maybe that means he’s on medication, which sounds like good news. Sometimes, agonizing as it may be, people do have to cut off contact with loved ones, if only to protect themselves. But such decisions, once made, do not have to be permanent edicts. Perhaps your brother’s divorce has allowed him to reflect on the loss of his family and has prompted him to try to make some improvement in himself. If so, then he deserves the benefit of your being willing to reassess your need to remove him from your life. A stack of presents is a peace offering. In response, you don’t have to invite him over for a week. But it seems unnecessarily cruel not to at least thank him. You can write a cordial, brief note back to him. Since you do miss him and think about him, let him know that. Perhaps you, too, can establish a provisional détente with him. If he starts lashing out again, you will have to go back to silence. But this is the beginning of getting your brother—difficult and imperfect as he is—back again.
I live far away from my family and really look forward to spending the holidays with them. However, I do not want to go to Catholic Mass with them. I am not religious at all and feel like a hypocrite going through the Catholic aerobics. My family members are all CEO Catholics (Christmas and Easter only) and I don’t know why we have to do this ritual when no one seems to care about religion the other 363 days of the year. However, my mother will take it badly if I don’t go, and my father would appreciate me not upsetting my mother. I would much rather start a new tradition, like playing a family game and just enjoying one another's company. My parents admire my independence of thought in every other area of my life, but my not being onboard with the religion thing seems to really hurt them. What should I do?