"1652"

"1652"

"1652"

A weekly poem, read by the author.
Feb. 17 2004 12:23 PM

1652

Listen to Sally Ball reading this poem. Like all the Saxon children, Leibniz sorts through leaves. Today he's with his mother, stiffly dressed. They sit beneath a sycamore and he selects

eligible leaves for her to hold together
in a small bouquet. Yellow, green, and brown,
a single red one, a few of the yellows stippled

with green like drops of ink seeped
into a handkerchief. He's six and his father
died this year. His mother can't manage all the leaves,

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and lets some go, which Liebniz doesn't notice.
Then, absent-mindedly, she takes
a desiccated one he's offering and lets it go,

and he is furious. Yes, yes, she says,
and takes it up, and a few minutes later
makes the same mistake.

These desiccated leaves are small clenched hands,
but the ones she likes, the ones anyone would choose,
are rubbery and strong and as big as Liebniz's head.

She fans his face with their collection, a little tickle,
a bit of tenderness. He smiles and looking toward her
reaches for the ground; he checks his purchase

on the leaf he'd seen, and holds it by himself. Curiosity
and certainty collide; he knows he was making something
patterned, something whole—not what it was—and now it's gone.

Sally Ball is the author of Annus Mirabilis. She is the associate  director of Four Way

Books and teaches at Arizona State University.