Listen to Paul Guest reading this poem. Maybe you wake up knotted in your bedclothes and what you thought your life was, it isn't:

and whatever that was you're forgetting anyway.
A lifetime peels away like a wet bandage.

Your first true kiss is now vapor. Ditto, the first
divorce. The first bone you broke.

Your last bicycle ride. Your first ambulance.
In that gummy dawn between sleep

and this cruelty, you are not so much a person
as you are litter. Even your bones knock

fearfully, as if they had been strolling
along in liquid moonlight with blood red roses

in their lapels, before being set upon
by a mob of animate mallets, clubs and blackjacks,

before waking in the foreign land
of your flesh. No one here speaks right.

No one here sells the map of all your memories.
Maybe the scratching you hear

at the window is not a tree's tubercular branch,
a nest of jays in the elbow's crook,