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would undo the heart of everyone
and all that we pretend
would fall away, as well, dull slough
to deny. Over there, in the vines,
are buttercup blooms. When I see them,
the underside of my chin burns—
a little white jag of scar there,
sliced open when I fell headlong
into a pool years ago,
a boy bathed for the first time in blood.
And holding ice in a dishrag
to my wound, we drove into town,
talking nothing of stitches I needed,
but where to find what reward
I wanted: the Stretch Armstrong doll,
which had to be refrigerated at night,
else it tore, like skin. A scar
was heavy duct tape, silver
on its belly, which bled a kind of gel.
And when it was junk
I easily forgot it, and let it be thrown out.
My scar I never noticed.
A girl whose name my mind hasn't kept
once held those flowers
beneath my chin when summer was
a kind of wound, opening,
and smiled to see how the skin turned